Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Life since Kessingland

Feet haven't touched the ground really. I got home around 3.30pm on Saturday, and Bill got home around an hour later with the caravan. At 5.30pm I had to go out as it was our monthly film showing for the Rural Cinema - Kate and I run it in aid of the charity we work for. We showed Nanny McPhee, so an uplifting evening in the celluloid presence of a dishy Colin Firth was great, but the house and family were still in total disarray when I left. This wasn't remedied much the next day as I had to travel down to Farnham to collect our dog from my brother, so after getting home at 8pm and then getting kids to bed there wasn't time or energy for much clearing up. Bill had done a mammoth task sorting out and clearing up the caravan while I was out but the house was in much chaos.

I had planned a productive Monday morning sorting everything out while Tamsin was at Playschool, but an emergency phone call from the Playleader who was short of staff meant I had to go in and cover, so that was that morning gone. In the afternoon I went to Witney to visit a friend, which was most enjoyable. Exhaustion by the evening meant all I was fit for after the kids went to bed was sitting at my computer ;-)

This morning we went off to our women's group at church, where I benefitted from some support after receiving a letter in the post this morning of another friend's child's death in a horrible accident in the garden. And this in a family of 3 sons, one of whom has HLHS like Benjamin had, but it's the youngest healthy son who has died. How horrendous is that? I have so many feelings I just don't know what to do with them all.....

But still, this afternoon I have at last got some tidying done and am feeling just a little better as a result.

So when I tell you there are three draft blog posts about London, Kessingland and Tamsin's 5th birthday last week, I'm sure you will understand that I can't quite get them done just yet, let alone Flickr!

Back later, I hope.

4 comments:

Sarah said...

Just sending love for all the feelings you don't know what to do with. xxx.

Anonymous said...

Be thinking of you Joanna

Anonymous said...

That wasn't anonymous, it's me Jax, but blogger doesn't seem to want to let me sign in.

dawniy. said...

Hello Joanna , big hugs from us too ((((Joanna)))))) how awful for your friends, I just can't imagine how they must be feeling . you're in our prayers darlin.
Hope you all enjoyed the camp , we thought about you a lot :)